Saturday, April 04, 2015
Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Another year has come and gone... and another birthday has too. I creeped one year closer to 40... what a scary thought.
But for now: I'm still basking at 38.
I thought initially about doing 38 things that I'm thinking about right now... but I'm not sure that I have 38... so I'm just going to go for an old fashioned birthday brain dump. What follows is an assortment of what is going on and what I'm thinking about. There is no order of importance nor is this a comprehensive list. Just some of what is happening in my life and over the past year.
- I never could have imagined where I would be this year over last year. Yesterday morning I was thinking about praying about the changes that have occurred in my life over the past year and it amazes what God brought us through and to. I would never choose to go through what we went through to get here but I wouldn't trade what we have now for anything.
- I have an incredible wife who is an incredible mommy to Myles. She is being stretched by living in NoVA but she is handling it way better than she thinks she is.
- I'm so excited to work for CFC and with the staff at CFC.
- I'm excited to work on a youth ministry team. In the past, I was the team along with my leaders... here we have a full blown team of people who care about the success of youth ministry at CFC! Super exciting.
- Myles continues to grow. He is learning new words and going crazy. He is starting to try to sing along with songs... which is hilarious.
- I am running my 3rd marathon this fall... the Marine Corps Marathon. It was on my bucket list and I got in the lottery on the first shot!
- Training back up mileage is hard. My legs are sore after a 4 mile run yesterday... it used to take 14 to make them sore.
- I have become lazy with reading... I'm working on fixing that...
- I have become lazy with blogging... I'm also working on fixing that too...
- I love living in the suburbs again! It has it's moments but I enjoy being back in a busy area where things are growing.
- I miss folks from Zanesville... especially some of our close friends... but I in no way miss the city of Zanesville. I had forgotten what community actually looked like in Zanesville. While I miss the people, I have never once (in the past 3 months) thought, "I miss Zanesville."
- I am going to miss the Walking Dead until fall.
- I can't wait for baseball season to start.
- Jackie bought me baseball tickets for my birthday... the Cubs come to Washington at the beginning of June and we have tickets for a Saturday game. It's going to be awesome!
- Its a good day.
Again... no rhyme or reason... just wanted to capture some of these thoughts. Maybe some of these thoughts will become a full blown blog post later.
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
This morning, as I was scrolling through "my usual a.m. phone check-in with the world after waking up"... email, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, etc, etc... I saw this email!
I knew that the lottery was drawing today for the Marine Corps Marathon but I didn't realize it would be that early!
But... I won the participant lottery and made it into the Marine Corps Marathon on October 26th!
Yesterday I hung my shadow boxes of previous marathons and half-marathons that I've done... Akron 1/2 (2010), Flying Pig 1/2 (2011), Air Force full (2011), Cap City 1/2 (2012) and Chicago full (2012). This morning as I was looking at the wall and imagining the shadow box that will soon hang there with my Marine Corps Marathon medal, I found myself thinking about the prize.
This verse popped to mind:
The thing that I love about having a marathon on my schedule, I know what I need to do... it brings discipline into my life (running, diet, sleeping, etc). I know what the training looks like. I know what the mileage looks like. I know what it feels like to complete it.
When I don't have a marathon or a race on my calendar, I find myself lazy with my training. I run what I want... when I want... how I want... But I don't accomplish anything. I don't get anywhere.
I think it's easy to end up in the same spot in our spiritual lives. When we don't have our eyes on the "prize" spiritually... when we do what we want... pray when we want... read when we want... without any discipline... we don't get anywhere. We don't accomplish anything.
Paul says: Let's run in such a way to get the prize!
What are you running for spiritually??
I know that running a marathon will leave me with an awesome medal, some memorabilia, some photos and a great memory. What will your spiritual marathon leave you with? And are you running so as to get that stuff? Are you "running" with discipline?
Father: Help me to discipline myself spiritually as I discipline myself physically!
Monday, January 26, 2015
There He is again, playing a game of verbal “Battleship” with the Pharisees in the temple court—they take a shot at him, and he fires right back. Jesus has, once again, so grossly offended the teachers of the law that they intend to stone him to death… Typical of His in-your-face style with the teachers of the law, He’s just pulled the pin on this little grenade: “You are of your father the devil, and you want to do the desires of your father. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth because there is no truth in him” (John 8:44).
John records what happens next with elegant simplicity: “Jesus hid Himself and went out of the temple.” If an angry mob picked up stones, intending to kill you, “hiding yourself” would require a) Harry Potter’s “cloak of invisibility” or b) fast feet. John leaves out the details. This is all merely the prequel to a bigger drama that’s about to unfold…
Likely breathless from his escape, Jesus runs across a man who is blind from birth (John 9). When the disciples catch up, they ask a question that’s quintessentially human: “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he would be born blind?” They want to know why bad things happen to good people—a conundrum that’s fundamental to our life in a broken culture.
“It was neither that this man sinned, nor his parents,” Jesus replies, “but it was so that the works of God might be displayed in him.” Then, without permission or hesitation—or, it has to be said, apparent rationality—the Master spits on the ground, fashions a little clay, then smears it all over the man’s eyes and face.
As shocking as all of this must have been for a blind man who’s suddenly been sucked into a big moment, the next words out of Jesus’ mouth must have seemed no less astonishing: “Go, wash in the pool of Siloam” (John 9:1–7). The pool is on the other side of town, a long trek away. And this man has just been told to walk there on his own. Still blind, his eyes smeared with spit and mud, he’s supposed to find his way to a specific pool where he can wash his face. If he can find the place…
What’s the point?
Why would Jesus ask this man to do something that will so obviously require him to take a great risk?
Why, when He has healed multitudes with a simple touch, does Jesus ask the man to jump through hoops in order to find his freedom?
It makes no sense—unless Jesus wants the man to put his skin in the game.
Risk, Jesus says, is our primary language for communicating the great works of God. And when the man offers his skin in the game, he’s really setting the stage for God to be known and worshiped.
The blind man is used to poor treatment, and getting clay smeared on his eyes smacks of same-old, same-old. So why should he obey Jesus’ bizarre instructions, after an equally bizarre and inexplicable act of apparent disrespect? We don’t know the calculus going on inside the man’s head, but we do know his response. He accepts Jesus’ challenge and finds his way to the pool of Siloam, where he washes the clay from his eyes—and then runs back through town to declare the impossible: He can see! For the first time in his life, he can see!
We may not like the hard edge of risk, but Jesus requires it of those who would wash away their blindness. And so, we must consider the dimensions of the man’s risk, and our own, because our courage is proportionate to its impediments. Like the man born blind, we’ve heard an Accuser’s voice our whole life, planting lies in our soul.
On a men’s retreat a couple of years ago, my friend Bob Krulish asked a group of sixty gathered in a mountain auditorium to answer this simple question: “What’s one lie you are right now believing about yourself?” Here’s a sampler of their anonymous responses:
I’m not really desired by my wife
I’m not enough (listed multiple times).
I always feel like a failure.
If you really knew me, you’d reject me (listed multiple times).
I’m not worthy or capable of success.
My life isn’t worth much or special.
I’m a loser.
I can’t do it.
I don’t have what it takes
I can do it all by myself—don’t need others.
There is something wrong with me.
What about the man born blind, with mud smeared on his beaten and weathered face? His own interior collection of lies may well be legion—a toxic stew of the entire bulleted list. But he chooses to risk anyway, stumbling his way through town, past the averted eyes of others, all the way to Siloam and a miracle that exceeds his deepest hopes. For the man is about to gain more than his eyesight alone. His newfound vision will turn the tables of his entire life. Before, he was defined by what he needed, but henceforth, he will be defined by what he gives.
This blog is adapted from the just-released book Skin In the Game: Living an Epic Jesus-Centered Life.
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Rick Lawrence is an author, ministry leader, and the longtime executive editor of GROUP Magazine, the world’s leading resource for the “Navy SEALS” of ministry—youth workers. He’s the general editor for The Jesus-Centered Life Bible (Fall 2015), and he’s the author or co-author of 37 books, including his newest, Skin In the Game: Living an Epic Jesus-Centered Life (Kregel).